Artist's Statement
My first memories of art go back to when I was about four years old. I had discovered a ballpoint pen and used it to "decorate" my dolls with lines and squiggles of dark blue. The idea of self-expression through art has always been a part of my life. While I experiment with most media, I primarily consider myself a painter. In using acrylic paints and mixed media, I can achieve many layers and luscious textures in my work. When I work, I am led by something deep inside of me. Call it the voice of God, spiritual inspiration or simply the subconscious. At times, I see colors or symbols in my dreams or during a meditation. When I become spiritually connected, the inner critic goes away and allows the truth to emerge through my art. I love watching art happen. It’s as if I am the audience watching someone else going through the motions of creation. I take a journey into new territory and open my mind. I feel freed and joyful. I am captivated by the way things change through aging, whether natural or man made. The evidence of age through layers of paint peeling away on a building or the natural deterioration of a fallen tree give a sense of history and presence that captures my imagination. Sometimes I create work that is peaceful and welcoming, which gives me a sense of serenity, as if I can create my perfect world. My work can also reflect times of chaos or anger that I need to express in a way that keeps me safe and sane. For me, art is the great healer. As I immerse myself in art, I let go of pain and find the ultimate joy of creation.